When I am in a library or bookstore, I think about my mother and how she had an infinite passion for books and an unquenchable thirst for knowledge. Sometimes I think back to a teeny little bookstore called the Upland Newsstand on foothill blvd. In Upland, CA where we used to go and buy books.…

September 2022 Soo many things are goings on in the Universe currently that I can’t even think where to start!?! So many Retrogrades,  so little time. Mercury retrograde starts Sept. 9th and ends October 2nd. Just remember Air signs (Libra,  Gemini and Aquarius) this week before the actual retrograde (a.k.a. the shadow) this is when…

A talking stick was very similar to when someone has the floor and allowed to speak without (usually) being interrupted. When someone had something to say, they would be handed the stick. I’m not sure…but if I was handed the stick and someone would interrupt me? I would think then I would have the right…

A little over 4 months ago a woman (whom I adore) was watching one of my live IGTV shows and was horrified by myself and my guest on the show . “Pan, you are an intellectual woman…why are you dropping so many F bombs?” I went back to that particular episode and counted 27 F…

I don’t usually read my own stats on my own website…I just let it go forth out into the Universe and live it’s own little best life. Maybe it may come home one day…bring a little snack or some cheese crisps… 5000 views since lockdown when she was birthed. I just want to wrap the…

Sometimes people just leave our lives. Either you get into a fight or they move and out of sight out of mind happens. Sometimes people we love pass on or die. And we wish we could of would of … this is why you need to say what you need to say when you need…